Prefects are not listening to me, students are making me angry, teachers are not doing anything, everybody is making me sick ~ Totally sick.. Nobody to tell how I feel.. After face those situations, back to class and show everybody the fake smile again.. Whenever somebody asks me ' Are you okay ? ' , ' Did you cry yesterday ? ' , I really really really wanna say ' Im not okay.. ' or maybe ' Yes, i cried yesterday.. ' , but Im not gonna say..
Why did I cry ? Not because of quarrel with him, but stress.. I dont regret for losing you, because you're just nobody in my heart, scold me behind me ? Why not just stand out and tell what you dont like about me ? Just tell, if I can change, i will.. But nobody is telling me, felt like Im a stranger, nobody to talk to..
Why do I hate so much to go to canteen , although Im damn hungry ? Because I dont wanna go there and see everybody is with their friends sitting together, chatting about many funny topics, gossiping, except for me.. And at that moment, i really felt like a stranger.. So what do I do to overcome this feelings ? Of course, work, work, work and work.. And now, my whole body pain >.<
Just start school then work work work, go sch walk here walk thr, back home got tuition, guitar class la wad la.. Den morning need wake up 6.40am to send sis to sch, bring dog go out somore, 2 times.. Send sis jor, come back , bring out another dog.. Den finish jor wash shirt pulak.. Den do homeworks or rest, 8 lidat if mum dun wanna cook, need walk go buy nasi lemak, walk with neighbour's doggy.. So guai follow me go.. XD But seller is malay, they like behsong, kekeke.. After dat go bak need hang shirt, many mosquitoes somore.. T-T Bite here bite thr, den kena dengue , hahaz.. After dat if biggest doggy got poo, need wash.. Haish i cannot bring biggest 1 out, cannot handle xP .. After dat leh, need iron shirt, prefect shirt so hard to iron oh ~ But I can la iron, iron dao nice nice, den wear crumple jor.. Hahas..
New year new year~ I wan wear my new shoes ! I love love love love damn damn damn damn love love love it it it it !! If can i wan snap pics with it, dance performance wear dat shoe, go anywhr aso wear dat shoe ! I love love love it!!! I wanna upload let everbody see ~~ Wohoo~
