The glass is now broken,

The heart is now leaving,

There is no more 'sincere',

There is no more 'forever',

There is no more 'friendship'.

The promise,

That we made last time,

Is our pain in the future,

Everything has a risk,

I've gave my trust,

I've stood beside you,

I've laugh with you,

I've played with you,

But I've haven't got your trust,

I'm still not important , to you.

You just want others to understand you,

But not understanding others.

You don't want to wake up,

You don't want to accept the truth,

Because it's cruel. 

I've changed, for you.

I've smiled, for you.

But you are not doing anything,

for me.

I really want to end this,

But you're not letting me go.

BiRTHDAY.

After so long, now oni gt chance to on blog. i wanna thanks ppl dat gave me present, more to those who i never give before..

first day~
-home-
thanks to my mum for da video clip! chipmunks~~ hahax..
-sch-
thanks to wendy for da beer moneybottle or wadever its called~
thanks to wei ying for ur homemade stars~~
thanks to ling miin, phuan, wan jie, choo hong n bay fo da duno wad thing.. nice, liked it~~


third day~
thanks to shalin for da frog bag~ like like like!! XD
thanks to suyie for da love keychain~


fourth day~
thanks to bay fo da bubble thing n da holder..

to haters,
maybe u think not many presents i recieve,
but im not celebrity, and this much presents is enuf!
thanks aaa~~ appreciate much ! really~
n aso..
thanks to all da ppl dat wished me XD

Sports day!!
Very scared.. 2nd time oni den bcum commander.. aahhhhh.. my mum help me sew the shirt till 11am++.. after dat go up sleep... roll here.. roll there.. *CANT SLEEP* (scared).. den at last! fell asleep........... -woke up- went to toilet, woke sis up.. see the clock.. 12am oni.. ==llll !!!!! walao... after dat sleep with sis.. roll here roll there.. aaa~~~ at last.. again, fell asleep.. 5.40am sis woke me up~ bathe den get ready.. eat bread... eat eat eat.. aiyak !! stomach ache!!! -_-...
reach stadium jor.. so scare my voice nt loud enuf.. den after wear all the caps, gloves.. teacher told me, open ur glove n caps giv the boy, he will b commander.. i was like.. WTF **** *** ** **!!!! last minute oni wanna change commander ? ****!!! of cuz i din giv.. den she said name changed to his name, so i must give. i still din giv.. after dat i go ask them masuk baris.. he no voice aso wanna command.. its my right to command cuz i teach them from the early stage, the hardest stage ever. if u wanna claim dat u teach them formation, den i can tell u, everybody can do dat. and im better than u cuz i teach 1 formation 30minutes, u teach 1 formation 1 WHOLE DAY, wasted our time.
after they masuk baris, i start to shout, my voice.....T_T like no voice jor.. im like keep *ahem ahem ahem-ing*.. after dat hentak hentak.. wanna reach podium jor.. ass!! gave wrong command.. but at least i stopped in front of the podium, not like others, ;).. nvm, just 1 wrong command.. its okay, im a human, people makes mistakes.. and it's my first time, its already quite good.. many of them did wrong.. aih.. after dat finish done formation, went in baris.. i shouted like hell.. aaa.. my voice.. now my voice is starting to fly away..>< waited there so long.. cramp jor my leg.. == giv speech aso need so long meh???!! roar! after dat.. surai... at last lor.. den see ppl run.. girls satria no bakat meh ? zzz... den skip skip skip.. take bus go bak home.. end of my sports day..

if you wanna blame me on my fault,
try to look at your mistakes first,
its my right to get back what i should,
you cant get things that doesnt belong to you,
what will you feel,
when you thought its yours,
but somebody appears in the last minute,
taking all your things,
throwing your efforts into sea,
and act like its correct..
if you dont want it to happen to you,
dont do it to others,
i gave all i had,
and you gave nothing, nothing.

Leg pain ~ blister.. cuz kawad lurr.. >< dis yr like will lose nia.. ppl nt enuf.. hope dat tmr enuf ppl lor after adding mornin class de.. need to do 2nd formasi aso.. haven do T_T aaaa~~ i scare my voice nt loud enuf when go stadium... kakakx..
last sat went to sch run rrun 1murid bla bla de.. wait dao so long.. keke.. after dat start run jor.. me first batch.. first thr they all run.. im thinking, y must rush ? ltr no energy lor.. den after dat run run run run......... finish jor so tired.. whole body sweat like bathing.. (pls dun mind x) ) den sleep on sis lap.. so nice.. XD
after dat dance poco-poco.. hahas niceeeee... so fun x) den after dat .... chicken dance! hahahas.. kinda regret in front thr.. but after dat, not anymore ~ hehes.. =)