Why do I hope that somebody could see the real me, while I dont even know which is the real me ?
Why do I hope that somebody could see through my fake smile, while I cant even differentiate which is the real smile im showing ?
Why do I need to smile when Im not happy ? Why do I need to laugh when I felt like crying ?
Why do I kept everything inside my heart, and act like Im very tough ? Why do I act like i could handle everything by myself ? Why cant I feel the happiness in me, while others can ? Why do I cry alone ? Why there's nobody to wipe my tears ? Why am I alone ? Why am I so confused ? Is it my fault ?
